Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I love teaching, but...

I don't think teaching loves me. I've been doing this for five years and have had no progress. Maybe I should try something else. I have no idea what. Pray for me.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

What's wrong with me?

I think I can officially nail the lid on the coffin of Summer 2011 closed. 76 applications and 2 interviews - 1 PT and 1 FT, 1 in MN, 1 in WI. You know, after applying for jobs for five years and having only 2 school districts in the state in which you reside express any interest in offering you a FT position, you start to wonder what's wrong with you.

You begin to question the bigger things in life too. Is God real? Does He really care? If so, why do I have no success in doing what I'm best at? Why give me a passion and skill, but no outlet? Why give me three children and no means to provide for them? What's my purpose here? Why is this happening? Will it ever end?